Sometimes

I ponder on all the bad things

The mistakes I’ve made

and the mistakes I almost made

It scares me.

Even though it’s in the past

It’s like it’s still happening,

Somewhere in time

And for some reason

It still matters

It’s like I want to go back in time

I need to go back in time

And redo the moment

The right way

Hoping,

that there is a right way.

But it’s not possible

It’s impossible

And because of that

A lot of moments in my life

 Never truly end

They end physically,

But never end emotionally